A conversation with my inner self:

We're all alone in our heads and the path leading to self discovery is actually a maze.

We often feel lost and this feeling, sadly, starts at a very early age. Sometimes we spend a lifetime writhing in a hole of rage and terror to find what is going on.

Dreams speak the truth, though. My subconscious gave me a good lesson on that. A lesson made me apologise from my childhood.

I wish I had known I had been feeling that sad and lonely. I wish I could have figured out everything before my depression beat me up. I wish I hadn't let myself absorb someone else's sorrow.

Yet, everything happened has brought us here, to this phase where we have stopped running from the truth and where we have started to interrogate our mind, life, and self.

We are strong, girl, like everybody else.

We are strong because we don't escape anymore. We know we can solve what's wrong with the past and can stay at present.

You can't find peace by fighting anyway.