dedicate - day 4

I do love rainy weather but today I am just not in the mood for it although the universe thinks the opposite. I woke up in a gloomy dark sky and the first thing I did to enlighten my day was yoga. The 4^th day of “Dedicate” is called “Feel”. Well, I cannot say I felt or enjoyed it because in the middle of my session the postman knocked the door to bring cat food I ordered two days ago. I really get angry when my yoga time is interrupted. For me it is the same feeling with accidentally deleting the essay you’ve been working on for weeks. In a sudden, all my efforts, spiritual stability and mental calmness go away, I don’t know how I can handle it really. So, about today’s mantra, all I could feel was anger and dissatisfaction. But sometimes it’s normal to feel this way as well I suppose…

“I wonder if I might have been changed in the night. Let me think. Was I the same when I got up this morning?” I wasn’t. Nobody was. Everything in the world is continuously changing. We evolve every minute we live in. It is up to us to change direction of this change. Like Alice says, give yourself time for thinking. Have you been changed or have you changed? Think. But always beware that you are not the same. Catch this uniqueness of your creation and stand for who you are. Today is not a great day for my soul, so I try to find ways to ease my mind. I guess this is what those yoga teachers are talking about; carrying your practice off the mat.

No posture photos today but enjoy this great illustration of Zinnia Falcon whose art I come across on Etsy. Go Zinnia's page