day 52 - create a room for the present

I want to create more time for myself.

I wrote poems once, for example. I was reading more, producing more.

I know I am in a different path now, a path that I am more confident and more decisive. I have been making radical changings and applying onto my life. I have been discovering my inner world, by disturbances, enjoyments, indifferences, desires, fears inside of me, but I need more space.

21^st century problems: If you have money, you don’t have time. If you have time, you don’t have money. Billions of people in the world are crawling in this paradox while they are trying to catch their train or bus at 7 am.

I am not saying these because I don’t like the conditions I’m in. On the contrary, I have the best I can. However, most of us lost ourselves in this journey, we forget what really matters. We are constantly being forced to comment on someone else’s life. We have that inevitable urge to criticize everything including ourselves. We are indirectly told we do not deserve anything. We are implicitly called ugly. Our potential is dying there inside of us while we are swearing that bus driver or the lady walking slowly in front of us on the street. This is not the way.

I want to be an influencer on my life. I want to start now; because now is the only real thing I have. If you don’t create room for the present, the future and the past will eat you up. If you want to run away those thoughts I have an offer. Start yoga.

Lean back. Touch your toes. Straighten your legs. Raise your arms. Sit. Relax. Breathe. Smile.

Thank you for being you today (and reading till here).

Namaste.

reality (eight angle pose)

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On day 26 I tried to perform astavakrasana. I couldn't raise my butt because my arms and core weren't strong enough. Today I attempted to do it again after "yoga tone" practice. I wasn't there fully I know but at least I saw the improvement in my body. I am happy for that.Tomorrow is the day to start with fast and full of energy flows with Fiji McAlpine. You ready for that? I am not... We'll see.

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