day 8 SERENITY
one cannot always be GOOD. you need to enfold being BAD as well as TIRED sometimes.
I am not saying accept the negativity completely but yeah we are imperfect, we are human beings. As I said before, none of the moments we've been through are the same.
somedays, even though you are okay with who you are or with what you DO, people surrounding you may think the opposite.
then it becomes hard to communicate because you just want to yell at everyone & everything.
in these some days, it's tough to live, to experience, to believe in yourself and in your life. you cannot realize your identity, your being, your existence. toughness is what they bring. how is it possible to understand other people whilst you cannot understand yourSELF?
do not let people take your patience away.
I often do this mistake. I am not that kind of person who is calm, who stays positive all the time. on the , contrary, I'm a pellet of negativity & impatience, which causes my emotional imbalance.
HOWEVER, I know there is somewhere in me through which I can prove I'm so much more because after all the world consists of dualities. nothing stands alone itself.
patience stands with impatience.
goodness stands with badness.
black stands with white.
so everything completes everything. I'm trying to find my "other" everything to be a whole.
serenity is what I am lack of. today's practice reminded me this. I've been so bad to people I love today. my energy has been low and I didn't even know why I was angry. what's the source of this anger? people? maybe. but not the people I've been hurting. I believe I will learn although I'm too selfish and egoist to accept it. I will learn to be patient and calm necessarily. to be aware of being lack of something is the first step.
serentity, here I come with my anger as huge as the amazon, so wait for me.
[today I was on the floor throughout the whole practice and it perfectly fit my mood. I stretched my back, legs, shoulders, and side body with ease. you may see the first "head to knee forward bend pose" of this 365 days of yoga journey. (janu sirsasana) as adriene'd said it was a yummy practice. please try it asap. i'm excited for tomorrow because i will do a crow pose and see my limits to push them in the VERY near future]
i wish you a CALM and SERENE night.
btw does anyone even remember princess serenity???
I am not saying accept the negativity completely but yeah we are imperfect, we are human beings. As I said before, none of the moments we've been through are the same.
somedays, even though you are okay with who you are or with what you DO, people surrounding you may think the opposite.
then it becomes hard to communicate because you just want to yell at everyone & everything.
in these some days, it's tough to live, to experience, to believe in yourself and in your life. you cannot realize your identity, your being, your existence. toughness is what they bring. how is it possible to understand other people whilst you cannot understand yourSELF?
do not let people take your patience away.
I often do this mistake. I am not that kind of person who is calm, who stays positive all the time. on the , contrary, I'm a pellet of negativity & impatience, which causes my emotional imbalance.
HOWEVER, I know there is somewhere in me through which I can prove I'm so much more because after all the world consists of dualities. nothing stands alone itself.
patience stands with impatience.
goodness stands with badness.
black stands with white.
so everything completes everything. I'm trying to find my "other" everything to be a whole.
serenity is what I am lack of. today's practice reminded me this. I've been so bad to people I love today. my energy has been low and I didn't even know why I was angry. what's the source of this anger? people? maybe. but not the people I've been hurting. I believe I will learn although I'm too selfish and egoist to accept it. I will learn to be patient and calm necessarily. to be aware of being lack of something is the first step.
serentity, here I come with my anger as huge as the amazon, so wait for me.
[today I was on the floor throughout the whole practice and it perfectly fit my mood. I stretched my back, legs, shoulders, and side body with ease. you may see the first "head to knee forward bend pose" of this 365 days of yoga journey. (janu sirsasana) as adriene'd said it was a yummy practice. please try it asap. i'm excited for tomorrow because i will do a crow pose and see my limits to push them in the VERY near future]
i wish you a CALM and SERENE night.
btw does anyone even remember princess serenity???
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