one more time, here I come

I had dreams once… When I created this blog I thought it could encourage me really. It did so at the beginning. I was excited, for I had started to do something to improve my yoga skills. Through time the situation changed and I could write nothing. Although I had plenty of things in my mind, I could write nothing. There were days when I did yoga but too lazy and reckless to share. To be honest, I left doing yoga regularly for a while ago. That excitement and whim just disappeared awkwardly. I didn’t think much on it. I didn’t force myself to do yoga, to write this blog, to pose some photos to my Instagram account. I just did what I felt. I am not regretful for it. I have already manifested my thoughts about this issue within the former blog posts. But I would like to do so one more time:

Doing yoga has become an enormous part of my life since I decided to do yoga for 365 days. I know I am not a mentally stable person. I even didn’t expect to obtain that much success. I continued to do yoga almost every fucking day for 60 days. It was a miracle. Then something happened and I stopped for some reason. It’s not possessing my mind really. But I cannot feel myself without yoga. Physically and spiritually I am yearning for it. My body and mind are hungry for my yoga sessions when I don’t do it continuously. It does not have to be every day. It just needs to be whenever I want, I am realising.

On the other hand, I have dreams of becoming incredibly flexible and reaching the peak point of meditation during yoga. I want to feed my body like a yogi and evacuate my mind correspondingly. For that matter, I began again. You may think this is my rebirth. Here, on Christmas, during winter solstice, close to a new year’s beginning, I am celebrating my rebirth. It’s a great time to start again. I have also learnt Adriene is going to release a new 30 days of yoga series which is called “Dedicate”. I want to dedicate myself to my goals and wishes. I want to scream at the top of my lungs that I did it motherfuckers, I did it.

So, one more time, here I come.